Fans have been praying for Jurassic Parkstar Sam Neill since he revealed his stage 3 blood cancer diagnosis in March.
Now, in a new update, Neill revealed that the treatments will eventually stop working — but he is “not remotely afraid” to die when the time comes.
The 76-year-old New Zealand actor has been battling angioimmunoblastic T-cell
Neill underwent chemotherapy, but when treatments failed he went on a new, experimental chemotherapy drug. He will require new infusions every two weeks for the rest of his life, but thanks to the drug his cancer went into remission.
In a recent interview with Australian Story, Neill said the drugs take a toll on him, saying the days after treatment are “very grim and depressing,” but the drugs are “keeping [him] alive.”
But while the drugs are buying him time, doctors informed him that the treatments will eventually stop working. However, Neill says he’s ready to go when that time comes.
While he’s not afraid of dying, Neill says that retiring from acting “fills me with horror.” Which is why he has continued to work even while battling cancer: he most recently worked on an adaptation of the novel Apples Never Fall before the actors’ strike shut down production.
Neill made similar comments last March, after first revealing his diagnosis
I’m not afraid to die, but it would annoy me,” Neill said in an interview. “Because I’d really like another decade or two, you know? We’ve built all these lovely terraces, we’ve got these olive trees and cypresses, and I want to be around to see it all mature. And I’ve got my lovely little grandchildren. I want to see them get big. But as for the dying? I couldn’t care less.”
While taking a break from acting for cancer treatments, Neill took the time to write his memoir, Did I Ever Tell You This?, although he stressed that it is not a “bloody cancer book.”
He recently said that he does not want to waste time dwelling on his cancer, which he says is out of his control anyway: “I know I’ve got it, but I’m not really interested in it,” Neill told Australian Story. “It’s out of my control. If you can’t control it, don’t get into it.”